i just wrote and deleted an entire blog.
it wasn't computer error.
i didn't accidentally click something weird.
i just knew it had to be done.
the blog i just wrote and deleted had a very specific, subtly hidden message:
i'm great. please think more like me.
i didn't really mean for it to come out that way
but then again, i think somewhere deep down i did.
so i deleted it.
because if you were to take my advice and think more like me, it would probably be a DISASTER.
i'm not sure what i'm doing here.
i'm not sure what i'm trying to accomplish.
but i think for now, i'm thinking too much.